Amed\u2019in k\u0131z\u0131, g\u00fczel gelini Z\u00eelan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Z\u00eelan T\u00eegr\u00ees (Dilek K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcker) b\u00fb b\u00fbka Amed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Birka\u00e7 kez misafiri olmu\u015ftum Amed\u2019deki evlerine. Bir defas\u0131nda soka\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kma yasa\u011f\u0131 il\u00e2n edilmi\u015fti. Zaten biz de yasakt\u0131k, uymuyordu bize yasalar. Tabi\u00ee biz de yasalara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra Newroz dergisinin temsilcili\u011fini a\u00e7mak i\u00e7in gitti\u011finde, evlerine yap\u0131lan polis bask\u0131n\u0131nda g\u00f6z alt\u0131na al\u0131nm\u0131\u015flard\u0131 Evrim\u2019le ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bebekleriyle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Telefonlar\u0131 dinleniyormu\u015f me\u011ferse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Otogara indi\u011finde \u201eBen geldim\u201d diye telefon etmi\u015f Evrim; ev sahibi, \u201cK\u00fcrdistan\u2019a ho\u015f geldin Evrim\u201d demi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Karakolda ilk tokad\u0131 yedi\u011finde \u201cK\u00fcrdistan\u2019a ho\u015f geldin Evrim\u201d demi\u015fti polisler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sokakta sald\u0131r\u0131ya u\u011fram\u0131\u015f, hakaret g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015flerdi Hizbullah\u00e7\u0131 i\u015fbirlik\u00e7iler taraf\u0131ndan. D\u00f6nem sokaklarda \u201cyarg\u0131s\u0131z infaz\u201dlar\u0131n yap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hizbullah\u2019\u0131n ve polisin i\u00e7 i\u00e7e ge\u00e7ti\u011fi, g\u00f6rev da\u011f\u0131l\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n bizzat Ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc B\u00f6lge Valili\u011fi taraf\u0131ndan yap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131llard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dilek g\u00fclerek anlat\u0131yordu sonradan:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tehdit\u00e7ilere kafa tutmu\u015f Evrim, daha \u00e7ocuk ya\u015f\u0131ndayken, Dilek korkuyla \u201eHastad\u0131r bu \u00e7ocuk. Daha yeni doktordan getiriyorum\u201d diyerek yakay\u0131 kurtarm\u0131\u015flard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Daha sonra b\u00fcro m\u00fcracaat\u0131 i\u00e7in gitti\u011fi Emniyet\u2019te g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015flerdi sald\u0131rgan\u0131. Me\u011ferse at izi ile it izi birbirine kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dilek \u201eDemek sokakta bize sald\u0131ran ipsizlere bizim vergilerimizle maa\u015f ba\u011fl\u0131yor\u201d bu devlet demi\u015fti .<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fazla s\u00fcrmedi benim dergi yay\u0131nc\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026 Kapatma davalar\u0131 ve hapis cezalar\u0131 \u00fcst \u00fcste geliyordu, ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m \u0130stanbul\u2019dan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek ve yolda\u015flar\u0131 ziyaret etmek i\u00e7in Fatih\u2019teki bir yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n evine u\u011fram\u0131\u015ft\u0131m; tesad\u00fcfen Dilek\u2019le de kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131k. \u0130nanam\u0131yordu hal\u00e2 oralarda oldu\u011fuma. Sar\u0131ld\u0131k. Bana \u201cAbi dergiye gittim yoktun. Bana h\u00fcz\u00fcn verdi. Ne olacak bu halin; \u00e7ok ceza alm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u201d dedi\u011finde espri yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m \u201eNeyimizi g\u00f6rd\u00fcn ki dur hele, daha son numaralar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rmedin ki\u201d diyerek g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aradan fazla bir zaman ge\u00e7medi yakalan\u0131p \u00dcmraniye cezaevine g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fcm. \u0130kinci g\u00fcn\u00fc b\u00fcy\u00fck bir sald\u0131r\u0131 oldu. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc derinden hissetti\u011fimiz; \u00e7ok yaral\u0131n\u0131n da oldu\u011fu bir sald\u0131r\u0131yd\u0131. Kinle, nefretle sald\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f; giyeceklerimiz ve b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6zel e\u015fyalar\u0131m\u0131z kullan\u0131lamaz hale gelmi\u015fti. Bir bu\u00e7uk ay ziyaret, mektup, mahkeme vs. yasakt\u0131. D\u0131\u015far\u0131yla ileti\u015fimimiz tamamen kopuktu. Biriken kart ve mektuplar verildi\u011finde g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm; ilk ge\u00e7mi\u015f olsun kart\u0131 Dilek\u2019ten gelmi\u015f:
\u201cAbi son numaran bu muydu?\u201d diye sormu\u015f ve alt\u0131na not d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc: \u201c\u015eimdi b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda g\u00fcl\u00fcyorsundur\u201d diye yazarak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmam\u0131zda bunu hat\u0131rlay\u0131p g\u00fcl\u00fcyorduk, k\u00f6t\u00fc ge\u00e7en y\u0131llara inat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Evrim\u2019le olan dostluklar\u0131 hep devam etti. Sonradan Evrim\u2019in mezar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda, onu, \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi \u201cDilo ez bimrim li Kurd\u00eestan\u00ea\u201d a\u011f\u0131d\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyerek yad ediyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Evrim onda, o da bende derin bir bo\u015fluk b\u0131rakt\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce \u0130svi\u00e7re\u2019de yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z Newroz \u015f\u00f6lenimize davet etmi\u015ftik, seve seve geldi. Her Newroz\u2019da \u201cZ\u00eelan\u2019\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131n\u201d diye \u00f6zellikle \u0131srarc\u0131 olur k\u0131z\u0131m Hav\u00een.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Newroz\u2019a gelirken \u201cAbime ne g\u00f6t\u00fcreyim\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f ve tan\u0131d\u0131k birine Evrim\u2019in karakalem resmini \u00e7izdirmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
L\u00e2net depremden \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra enkaz alt\u0131nda sevgili Z\u00eelan\u2019\u0131n ve e\u015fi, ayn\u0131 zamanda hem\u015fehrim de olan, oyuncu \u00c7a\u011fda\u015f \u00c7ankaya\u2019n\u0131n cans\u0131z bedenine ula\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. \u00dczg\u00fcn\u00fcm, \u00f6fkeliyim\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130lk K\u00fcrt \u00e7ocuk korosunun hocas\u0131yd\u0131, sosyal hizmetlerde kimsesiz \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n ablas\u0131, istismar edilmi\u015f k\u0131zlar\u0131n yak\u0131n dostu, K\u00fcrt\u00e7e m\u00fczi\u011fe duygu katan, yorumlayan koca y\u00fcrekli g\u00fczel bir yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015e\u00f6lende tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 kad\u0131n yolda\u015flarla kimi projeler \u00fcst\u00fcnde \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti, buraya tekrardan gelmek i\u00e7in davetiye istiyordu, i\u015flemleriyle u\u011fra\u015fan yolda\u015f \u201eTelefonuna ula\u015fam\u0131yorum\u201d dedi a\u011flayarak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Onun enkaz alt\u0131nda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyan kad\u0131n yolda\u015flar umutla beklediler, \u201eG\u00fczel bir haber duyarsan ilet\u201d demi\u015flerdi. S\u00f6z\u00fcmde duramad\u0131m, g\u00fczel haberler iletemedim\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015ea\u015f\u0131r\u0131yor kimi arkada\u015flar \u201eBu k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc ihmal \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc\u201d diye.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Halbuki bu devlet en b\u00fcy\u00fck b\u00fct\u00e7eyi ya\u015fatmak i\u00e7in de\u011fil, \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in kullan\u0131yor. Y\u0131llard\u0131r, \u00abyerin alt\u0131nda ya\u015fayan gerillay\u0131 tesbit edip, imha eden \u201eak\u0131ll\u0131 silahlar\u201d \u00fcrettiklerini\u00bb \u00f6v\u00fcnerek anlat\u0131yorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6v\u00fcnd\u00fckleri \u0130HA\u2019larla yollar\u0131 kontrol edip \u00e7\u00f6ken yollar\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fclere bildirmeyi ak\u0131l m\u0131 edemediler?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Herkese, her muhalife, her kom\u015fuya d\u00fc\u015fman g\u00f6z\u00fcyle bakan; \u00e2fetlerde enkaz alt\u0131nda insan kurtard\u0131\u011f\u0131yla de\u011fil, s\u0131\u011f\u0131naklarda insan \u00f6d\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle \u00f6v\u00fcnen bir devlet var; tabi\u00ee ki bu devlet K\u00fcrt sanat\u00e7\u0131y\u0131 ya\u015fatamaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Halklar\u0131m\u0131z derin bir ac\u0131 ve \u00e7aresizli\u011fi ya\u015f\u0131yor. Ortada yard\u0131mlar\u0131 engelleyen bir devlet, halk\u0131n vergileriyle semiren ya\u011fmac\u0131 ve talanc\u0131 tarikatlar, i\u00e7i bo\u015falt\u0131lm\u0131\u015f s\u00f6zde yard\u0131m ve \u00e2fet kurulu\u015flar\u0131 var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Herg\u00fcn bir ka\u00e7 kez y\u00fcre\u011fimiz yan\u0131yor. Ne \u00e7ok beraber \u00f6ld\u00fck..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama onlar mezara \u00e7evrilen enkazlara g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fcler\u2026 Onbinlerce masum halk evl\u00e2tlar\u0131yla birlikte\u2026 Enkazlar \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcze \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcze geliyor.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Amed\u2019in k\u0131z\u0131, g\u00fczel gelini Z\u00eelan. Z\u00eelan T\u00eegr\u00ees (Dilek K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcker) b\u00fb b\u00fbka Amed. Birka\u00e7 kez misafiri olmu\u015ftum Amed\u2019deki evlerine. Bir defas\u0131nda soka\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kma yasa\u011f\u0131 il\u00e2n edilmi\u015fti. Zaten biz de yasakt\u0131k, uymuyordu bize yasalar. Tabi\u00ee biz de yasalara. Sonra Newroz dergisinin temsilcili\u011fini a\u00e7mak i\u00e7in gitti\u011finde, evlerine yap\u0131lan polis bask\u0131n\u0131nda g\u00f6z alt\u0131na al\u0131nm\u0131\u015flard\u0131 Evrim\u2019le ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bebekleriyle. Telefonlar\u0131 …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":5053,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[114,43,113,59,54,58,57,41,42,111,55,112],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5051"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5051"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5051\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5052,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5051\/revisions\/5052"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5053"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5051"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5051"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5051"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}