{"id":4563,"date":"2022-05-29T20:48:27","date_gmt":"2022-05-29T18:48:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/?p=4563"},"modified":"2022-05-29T20:49:55","modified_gmt":"2022-05-29T18:49:55","slug":"dersimli-gule-heybet-akdogan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/?p=4563","title":{"rendered":"DERS\u0130M’L\u0130 GUL\u00ca! Heybet Akdo\u011fan"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Dersim’li Gul\u00ea<\/strong>

Bir ba\u015fkad\u0131r Gul\u00ea\u2019nin bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131. \u00d6ks\u00fczlerin, yetimlerin ve fakirli\u011fin ac\u0131s\u0131 gizlidir Gul\u00ea\u2019nin g\u00f6zlerinde. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131la \u00e7alar Gul\u00ea’nin. K\u0131z\u0131lba\u015ft\u0131r Gul\u00ea. Y\u00fcre\u011fi yak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r; ac\u0131lardan, kederlerden.<\/em>

Yaral\u0131d\u0131r Gul\u00ea, yaras\u0131\u00a0mutlulu\u011fa aksi kanar. Bir sevdad\u0131r\u00a0Gul\u00ea; ezilen insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, kimsesizli\u011fin, gururlu ya\u015faman\u0131n sevdas\u0131d\u0131r. Bir a\u015fkt\u0131r Dersimli Gul\u00ea; direnmenin, ya\u015fam m\u00fccadelesinin ve bir par\u00e7a ekme\u011fin namusuna duyulan a\u015fkt\u0131r.\u00a0
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Bizler k\u0131\u015f\u0131n s\u0131cak suyla y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc y\u0131karken, o i\u00e7indeki ac\u0131lar gibi, so\u011fuk suyun ac\u0131mas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla y\u0131kar y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc. Kal\u0131nca giyinir. Kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7ar, h\u00fcz\u00fcnlerini, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ve dertlerini evinde b\u0131rak\u0131r. Y\u00fcr\u00fcr Dersim\u2019in \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na. Ayakkab\u0131lar boyamal\u0131d\u0131r. Ekme\u011fini kazanmal\u0131d\u0131r. Namusun al\u0131n teri d\u00f6k\u00fclmelidir aln\u0131ndan. Elleri so\u011fukta \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmelidir. Kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 insan olman\u0131n, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fman\u0131n onuruyla y\u00fcceltmelidir Dersimli Gul\u00ea.
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\u2018\u2019Dersimli olmak bir ayr\u0131cal\u0131kt\u0131r.\u201d derler. \u00a0Dersimli olmak bir ayr\u0131cal\u0131k m\u0131d\u0131r onun i\u00e7in?\u00a0 Her g\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnden onlarca Dersimli onu g\u00f6rmezden gelerek ge\u00e7erken. S\u0131cac\u0131k i\u015f yerlerinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan insanlar onun \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc hissetmeden \u00e7aylar\u0131n\u0131 yudumlarken, Dersimli olmak bir ayr\u0131cal\u0131k m\u0131d\u0131r Gul\u00ea i\u00e7in? Ufac\u0131k boya tezg\u00e2h\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde; vefas\u0131z ve birbirlerine duyars\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015f insanlara \u015fahit olur Gul\u00ea.\u00a0 Sokak ortas\u0131nda polislerce sorgulanan insanlar\u0131n tutuklanmas\u0131na, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclmesine tan\u0131k olur. \u0130\u00e7i yanar, y\u00fcre\u011fi kanar.\u00a0 \u0130nsanlar\u0131n yozla\u015fmas\u0131na,\u00a0 halk\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ac\u0131lara ekme\u011fini kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 her g\u00fcn tan\u0131kt\u0131r Dersimli Gul\u00ea.
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Sevgililer g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00a0Gul\u00ea; i\u00e7inde a\u015fka duydu\u011fu as\u0131rlar\u0131n konu\u015famam\u0131\u015f muhabbeti vard\u0131r. Evli \u00e7iftler g\u00f6r\u00fcr;\u00a0 bir yuvan\u0131n s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kalbinde hissederek.\u00a0 Otursan\u0131z Gul\u00ea\u2019nin yan\u0131na, bir merhaba deseniz,\u00a0 halini- hat\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 sorsan\u0131z; Dersim\u2019i \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fcze serecek kadar c\u00f6merttir Gul\u00ea. Ak\u015fam olunca Dersim\u2019de, elleri siyaht\u0131r Gul\u00ea\u2019nin. T\u0131rnaklar\u0131 boyadan kabuk tutmu\u015ftur. Dizleri \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr. Bedeni s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 hissedemeyecek kadar duyars\u0131zla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r Gul\u00ea\u2019nin.\u00a0 Toplar boya sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Dersimli Gul\u00ea. Bilir az ile yetinmenin erdemini.\u00a0 O bizim Dersimli Gul\u00ea; bac\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r, can\u0131n cana \u00f6zleminde, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, y\u00fcre\u011fine muhta\u00e7 oldu\u011fumuz asil kad\u0131n\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r, karde\u015fimizdir.
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Bizler hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 h\u0131rslar\u0131m\u0131z u\u011fruna harcarken o bize al\u0131n terinin huzurunu, anlatand\u0131r. Bizler so\u011fuktan, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmekten ka\u00e7arken, o bizim yerimize \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyendir ve bizim gibi so\u011fuktan ka\u00e7amayand\u0131r. Birilerinin sefa s\u00fcrmesi, birilerinin ezilmesini zorunlu k\u0131larken; Dersimli Gul\u00ea; ezilmenin zorunlulu\u011funu, t\u00fcm haks\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131, ac\u0131lar\u0131 ya\u015fayand\u0131r.\u00a0 O bizim Gul\u00ea bac\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r.\u00a0 O bize; insan olmay\u0131, onurlu ya\u015famay\u0131, direnmeyi \u00f6\u011fretendir.
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G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerinde Munzur Suyu k\u00f6p\u00fcr\u00fcr Gul\u00ea\u2019nin. Bahar gelince Dersim\u2019e,\u00a0 bir papatyan\u0131n yapra\u011f\u0131,\u00a0Gul\u00ea\u2019nin y\u00fcre\u011finden sevgi diye d\u00fc\u015fer Dersim\u2019in topra\u011f\u0131na. Nevroz halaylar\u0131 \u00e7ekilir Gul\u00ea\u2019nin d\u00fc\u015flerinde.\u00a0Her g\u00fcn\u00a0Gul\u00ea\u2019nin \u00f6n\u00fcnden tela\u015fl\u0131 insanlar ge\u00e7er. Kaybettikleri sevgiyi unutmu\u015flard\u0131r\u00a0Gul\u00ea\u2019nin kalbinde.\u00a0Gul\u00ea\u2019nin y\u00fcz\u00fcnde k\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131klar vard\u0131r, ressamlar\u0131n \u00e7izdi\u011fi a\u015f\u0131klar, a\u011flayan \u00e7ocuklard\u0131r Gul\u00ea\u2019nin y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki k\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131klar.\u00a0\u00c7atlam\u0131\u015f avu\u00e7lar\u0131nda nefret kurumu\u015ftur, kavga \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr. Tutsam Gul\u00ea\u2019nin ellerinden, Dersim sevda olur\u00a0sarar beni.\u00a0
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K\u0131\u015f gelince zemheri \u00e7ilesindedir\u00a0Dersim. Kar\u0131n ilk
tanesi d\u00fc\u015fmeden Gul\u00ea\u2019nin sa\u00e7lar\u0131na; inan\u0131n boran tutmaz Dersim\u2019i. Sabah olur Dersim\u2019de, Gul\u00ea g\u00fcn olur, do\u011far Dersim\u2019e. Elleri ayakkab\u0131 boyas\u0131d\u0131r Gul\u00ea\u2019nin, ayakkab\u0131lar boyalar Gul\u00ea. Eme\u011fin slogan\u0131d\u0131r Gul\u00ea\u2019nin boyal\u0131 elleri.\u00a0 Dersim\u2019in kay\u0131p k\u0131zlar\u0131ndan biridir Gul\u00ea. Terkedilmi\u015ftir modern \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde ve modernle\u015fen, kapitalistle\u015fen memleketinin i\u00e7inde. Al\u0131n teriyle emek\u00e7inin\u00a0a\u015fk\u0131d\u0131r Gul\u00ea. Kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n emekle kurtulu\u015fu inanc\u0131yla sava\u015fan,\u00a0 kad\u0131nlar\u0131n umududur Gul\u00ea.\u00a0 Elleri siyaht\u0131r Gul\u00ea\u2019nin, yanaklar\u0131 ayazd\u0131r, kollar\u0131 yorgundur, kald\u0131r\u0131mlar tek dostudur Gul\u00ea’nin.\u00a0Gul\u00ea ekme\u011fin isyan\u0131d\u0131r. Bir\u00e7ok insandan \u00f6nce \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftir kavgay\u0131. Kavga Gul\u00ea\u2019nin ta kendisidir.\u00a0Resmi toplumun illegal duru\u015fudur Gul\u00ea:\u00a0 \u00c7o\u011fu insan m\u00fclklerini \u00e7o\u011faltmak i\u00e7in yar\u0131\u015farak birilerini geride b\u0131rak\u0131rken,\u00a0Gul\u00ea birilerini yar\u0131\u015farak geride b\u0131rakmay\u0131 bile d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemez. Dersim\u2019de apartmanlar kurulurken,\u00a0 yeni binalar yap\u0131l\u0131rken; Gul\u00ea kap\u0131s\u0131ndan ve penceresinden so\u011fuk s\u0131zan evinde Dersimli olman\u0131n mutlulu\u011funu ya\u015famaya devam eder.\u00a0
O bizim Gul\u00eamizdir.\u00a0 Biz halimizin ne olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken, o; bizim yerimize t\u00fcm kayg\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ona lay\u0131k g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz hayatla omuzlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.
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Gece olunca yaslar ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 Gul\u00ea hayat\u0131na yas tutmu\u015f yast\u0131\u011f\u0131na.\u00a0A\u011flar \u00e7o\u011fu zaman. Gul\u00ea a\u011flarken:\u00a0 Adana Otogar\u0131nda so\u011fuktan ana y\u00fcre\u011fi titreyerek\u00a0bir kad\u0131n mendil satar, gen\u00e7 bir k\u0131z ba\u015fl\u0131k paras\u0131 u\u011fruna babas\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda bir adamla evlendirilir, k\u00f6pr\u00fc altlar\u0131nda sokak \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 tiner \u00e7eker. Gul\u00ea a\u011flarken, Suriye\u2019de I\u015e\u0130D taraf\u0131ndan k\u00f6le pazarlar\u0131na Ezidi kad\u0131nlar ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r; dolarla sat\u0131l\u0131rlar. Gul\u00ea a\u011flarken, Malatya S\u00fcrg\u00fc\u2019de fa\u015fistler \u201cAlevilere \u00f6l\u00fcm!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rlar, Elaz\u0131\u011f Hozat garaj\u0131nda fa\u015fistler Alevilere pusu kurarlar. Gul\u00ea a\u011flarken, Dersimli bir ana\u00a0 \u2018\u2019D\u00fczg\u00fcn!.. Cigeram, no halema sebeno\u2019\u2019 (Bu halimiz ne olacak)? \u00a0diye feryatlar\u0131 kopar\u0131r. Gul\u00ea a\u011flarken sevda a\u011flar; biri S\u00fcnni di\u011feri Alevi ayn\u0131 tarihin, ayn\u0131 topra\u011f\u0131n iki sevdal\u0131s\u0131; Muhammed\u2019le, Ali\u2019nin kurbanlar\u0131 olurlar, iki sevdal\u0131n\u0131n ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 ate\u015f olur d\u00fc\u015fer Gul\u00ea\u2019nin y\u00fcre\u011fine, ate\u015f olur d\u00fc\u015fer insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n vicdan\u0131na. Gul\u00ea a\u011flarken, Vartinik\u2019te \u0130brahim\u2019in ezilenler i\u00e7in d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kan kar alt\u0131nda \u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, Baba Erdo\u011fan mezardan \u00e7\u0131kmak ister; bir baba, bir karde\u015f, bir ana sevdas\u0131 olan kom\u00fcn y\u00fcre\u011fiyle Gul\u00ea\u2019yi ba\u011fr\u0131na basmak ister.
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Gul\u00ea’yi tan\u0131mak i\u00e7in yan\u0131nda ya da yak\u0131n\u0131nda olmak gerekmiyor. Ayn\u0131 ac\u0131y\u0131 payla\u015f\u0131yorsa kalbimiz, biz onun yan\u0131nday\u0131z ve onun yak\u0131n\u0131nday\u0131z demektir. Dersim\u2019in sessiz-sedas\u0131z insan\u0131d\u0131r Gul\u00ea. Ona yakla\u015fsak, dostumuz bilsek, yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131z k\u0131lsak; d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ne kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck oldu\u011funu, hayat\u0131n ne kadar anlaml\u0131 oldu\u011funu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f d\u00fcnyam\u0131zla, anlams\u0131zla\u015fan hayat\u0131m\u0131zla \u00e7ok iyi anlar\u0131z.
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Ula\u015fmak istediklerimize, umutlar\u0131m\u0131za kavu\u015fmak i\u00e7in nice \u00e7abalar harcar\u0131z. Oysa Gul\u00ea’ye ula\u015fmak hi\u00e7 de o kadar \u00e7aba gerektirmiyor. \u0130\u00e7imizden biri oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in ona kolayl\u0131kla ula\u015fabiliriz. Bazen bir olay, bazen bir y\u00fcz, kimi zamanda bir tesad\u00fcf hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 etkilerken; bir kad\u0131n\u0131n ayakkab\u0131 boyayarak ya\u015fama kar\u015f\u0131 direnmesi nedense bizi pek fazla etkilemedi. Herkes ac\u0131y\u0131 sadece kendisi ya\u015f\u0131yor san\u0131yor olmal\u0131. Belki bunun i\u00e7indir Gul\u00ea\u2019nin ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n fark edilmeyi\u015fi.\u00a0 Bizler umutlar\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in dilek a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131na bezler ba\u011flarken, o dilek a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 Gul\u00ea\u2019nin g\u00f6nl\u00fcnde sonbahar yapraklar\u0131 olup d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr.
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Dersimli Gul\u00ea sonu\u00e7lar\u0131n kurban\u0131 de\u011fil, nedenlerin kurban\u0131 olmu\u015ftur. Biz hayat\u0131m\u0131zda bizi mutsuz eden \u015feyler i\u00e7in nedenler yerine genelde sonu\u00e7lar\u0131 konu\u015ftuk. Bu y\u00fczden nedenleri sorgulamayan ki\u015fisel ve toplumsal yap\u0131m\u0131z Gul\u00ea\u2019yi de b\u00f6ylesi bir zor hayat\u0131n insan\u0131 yapt\u0131.
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Dersim’li Gul\u00eaBir ba\u015fkad\u0131r Gul\u00ea\u2019nin bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131. \u00d6ks\u00fczlerin, yetimlerin ve fakirli\u011fin ac\u0131s\u0131 gizlidir Gul\u00ea\u2019nin g\u00f6zlerinde. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131la \u00e7alar Gul\u00ea’nin. K\u0131z\u0131lba\u015ft\u0131r Gul\u00ea. Y\u00fcre\u011fi yak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r; ac\u0131lardan, kederlerden.Yaral\u0131d\u0131r Gul\u00ea, yaras\u0131\u00a0mutlulu\u011fa aksi kanar. Bir sevdad\u0131r\u00a0Gul\u00ea; ezilen insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, kimsesizli\u011fin, gururlu ya\u015faman\u0131n sevdas\u0131d\u0131r. Bir a\u015fkt\u0131r Dersimli Gul\u00ea; direnmenin, ya\u015fam m\u00fccadelesinin ve bir par\u00e7a ekme\u011fin namusuna duyulan a\u015fkt\u0131r.\u00a0\u00a0Bizler k\u0131\u015f\u0131n s\u0131cak suyla y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc y\u0131karken, o …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":4564,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[43,113,59,54,58,57,41,42,55],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4563"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4563"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4563\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4569,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4563\/revisions\/4569"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4564"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4563"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4563"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4563"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}