{"id":3667,"date":"2021-01-04T16:45:05","date_gmt":"2021-01-04T15:45:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/?p=3667"},"modified":"2021-01-04T16:45:06","modified_gmt":"2021-01-04T15:45:06","slug":"gripinin-oeykuesue-necati-gueler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/?p=3667","title":{"rendered":"GR\u0130P\u0130N\u2019\u0130N \u00d6YK\u00dcS\u00dc! NECAT\u0130 G\u00dcLER"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

GR\u0130P\u0130N\u2019\u0130N \u00d6YK\u00dcS\u00dc<\/strong>
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Profilime Gripin koymam ve buna dair k\u0131sa bir not yazmam baz\u0131 akraba, dost ve yolda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 kayg\u0131land\u0131rm\u0131\u015f galiba. Ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim ameliyata ve hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n sonucundaki ruhsal halime ba\u011flayarak \u00fcz\u00fclenler olmu\u015f. Asl\u0131nda sadece ironik bir rastlant\u0131ya dikkat \u00e7ekeyim derken galiba gereksiz bir tedirginli\u011fe sebebiyet vermi\u015fim. Hepinizden \u00f6z\u00fcr diliyorum. Ama Gripine dair bilincimin altnda bir \u015feylerin oldu\u011fuda muhakkak. Bu g\u00fcn bunun \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc anlatmak istiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gripin\u2026
Babam\u0131n Ortakom (Orta\u00e7at) K\u00f6y\u00fcnde bir bakkal\u0131 vard\u0131. K\u00f6y bakkal\u0131\u2026 K\u00f6y bakkallar\u0131n\u0131n vazge\u00e7ilmez baz\u0131 \u00fcr\u00fcnleri raflar\u0131nda bulundurmas\u0131 olmazsa olmazlar\u0131 vard\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evlenecek k\u0131zlar\u0131n \u00e7eyizleri i\u00e7in gereken renkli iplikler, orlon ve iplik “kuka” denilen yumaklar, renkli boncuklar, i\u015fleme i\u00e7in kanafi\u00e7e, \u00e7oraplar\u0131n kaymamas\u0131 i\u00e7in baca\u011fa ge\u00e7irilen geni\u015f ve yuvarlak lastik ve tabiki Gripin\u2026
Bakkal\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n tahta raf\u0131nda tek tek k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kutular i\u00e7erisinde100 adet olan bir Gripin paketi her zaman bulunurdu.
Bu 100 adetlik paketin hepisinin sat\u0131lmas\u0131 bazen aylarca s\u00fcrerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gripinin \u00f6zelli\u011fi; tek tek sat\u0131lacak \u015fekilde ambalajlanm\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131 idi. B\u00f6ylece zaten yoksul olan insanlar sadece bir adet Gripin al\u0131p a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 dindirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlard\u0131\u2026 Tabi en \u00e7okta kad\u0131nlar al\u0131rlard\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu kad\u0131nlardan birisini anlataca\u011f\u0131m\u2026 Co\u015fana o yaz Erzurumdan Hasan ad\u0131nda bir \u00e7oban gelmi\u015fti.
Uzun boylu, pala b\u0131y\u0131kl\u0131, heybetli g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc bende tedirginlik yaratan, uzaktan g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde yolumu de\u011fi\u015ftirdi\u011fim biri\u2026 E\u015fi (\u0130smini hala bilimiyorum) ise k\u0131sa say\u0131labilecek bir yap\u0131ya sahipti. Hasan\u2019\u0131n yan\u0131nda ise k\u0131sac\u0131k kal\u0131yordu. Ve tabi say\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tam hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, ama aralar\u0131nda birer ya\u015f fark\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm bir s\u00fcr\u00fc \u00e7ocuk\u2026
Bu ailenin kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ev k\u00f6y\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131 taraf\u0131nda y\u0131k\u0131lmaya y\u00fcz tutmu\u015f, birazc\u0131k tamirle zoraki oturulacak hale getirilmi\u015f bir durumdayd\u0131. Kad\u0131nca\u011f\u0131z \u00e7ocuklardan zaman bulup k\u00f6ye, kom\u015fulara pek u\u011frayamazd\u0131\u2026 O y\u00fczden kad\u0131na dair de hi\u00e7 bir fikrim yok\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben \u00f6k\u00fczlerimizi otlatmak i\u00e7in her yaz oldu\u011fu gibi O yazda Co\u015fanday\u0131m\u2026 Gene bir yaz g\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 Bir ya\u011fmur ya\u011f\u0131yorki kova ile d\u00f6k\u00fcyorlarm\u0131\u015f gibi\u2026 Her taraf sular ve seller alt\u0131nda\u2026 Ben da\u011fday\u0131m ve k\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7en dereninde kar\u015f\u0131 taraf\u0131nday\u0131m\u2026 Yani Hasan ve ailesinin evinin tek olarak bulundu\u011fu taraftay\u0131m\u2026 Zar zor k\u00f6y\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na kadar gelebildim\u2026 Dere \u00e7o\u015fmu\u015f\u2026 Tahta k\u00f6pr\u00fcy\u00fc sel alm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f. Kar\u015f\u0131ya ge\u00e7mem m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil\u2026 Ya\u011fmur ayn\u0131 h\u0131zla d\u00f6kmeye devam ediyor\u2026\u00c7aresizim, a\u011fl\u0131yorum, iliklerime kadar \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f\u0131m ve her \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyen \u00e7ocuk gibi annemin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum\u2026
Anne diyorum! Neredesin? Gel beni kuca\u011f\u0131na al ve \u0131s\u0131t\u2026 Ama annem Ortakomda, beni duymuyor, gelemiyor ve ben \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorum\u2026Umutsuzluk\u2026!
Bir ses duyuyorum\u2026 Yumu\u015fak, sevecen bir erkek sesi\u2026 lo q\u0131daye to biceri herbi be zere! ( \u00c7ocuk kadan\u0131 alay\u0131m \u00e7abuk i\u00e7eriye gir) Kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k ve Hasan bana do\u011fru elinde bir ceket ko\u015farak geliyor\u2026 Korkuyorum\u2026 Ka\u00e7samm\u0131? Bana bir\u015fey yaparm\u0131? derken ceket s\u0131rt\u0131ma ge\u00e7iriliyor ve kolumdan \u00e7ekiliyorum\u2026 \u00c7aresiz \u00e7ekilen y\u00f6ne gidiyorum\u2026 Orta yerinde tand\u0131r olan b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ev dam\u0131da denilen, \u00e7ok ama\u00e7l\u0131 kullan\u0131lan bir DAM\u2026 Tavan\u0131ndan bir \u00e7ok noktada damlayan bir yap\u0131\u2026 Tand\u0131r\u0131n etraf\u0131nda daire \u015feklinde oturan ve \u0131s\u0131nmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan irili ufakl\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar\u2026 Beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce hepisinin g\u00f6zleri \u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131yor ve y\u00fczlerinde s\u0131cac\u0131k g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeler\u2026 Hemen tand\u0131r\u0131n bir k\u00f6\u015fesinde bana yer a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor\u2026 Ayaklar\u0131m\u0131 tand\u0131r\u0131n i\u00e7ine sark\u0131t\u0131yorum\u2026 S\u0131m s\u0131cak\u2026 Belliki tand\u0131r ge\u00e7eli \u00e7ok olmam\u0131\u015f\u2026 \u00fcst\u00fcmdeki elbiseler \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131l\u0131yor\u2026 Utan\u0131yorum\u2026 Kad\u0131n fark ediyor utand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, k\u00fcrt\u00e7e teskin edici bir \u015feyler s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor ve hemen Hasan\u2019\u0131n bir g\u00f6mle\u011fini bana giydiriyor\u2026 Rahatl\u0131yorum\u2026 \u00c7ok zaman ge\u00e7meden \u00c7ay, s\u0131cak ekmek, peynir ve tere ya\u011f\u0131ndan olu\u015fan bir ziyafet! Hasan konu\u015fuyor\u2026 Bir\u015feyler anlat\u0131yor\u2026 Sesi ne kadar da \u015fefkatli\u2026 Bu koca c\u00fcsseden b\u00f6ylesine yumu\u015fac\u0131k ve \u015fefkat dolu bir ses\u2026 Bana g\u00fcven geliyor ve i\u00e7im huzurla doluyor\u2026 Bu aileye minnet, sayg\u0131 ve sevgiyle doluyorum\u2026
Ve nihayet ya\u011fmur duruyor, sular azal\u0131yor\u2026 Elbiselerimde kurumu\u015f\u2026 Giyinip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorum\u2026 Akl\u0131m ve y\u00fcre\u011fim o yar\u0131 y\u0131k\u0131k evde ve o s\u0131cac\u0131k insanlarda kal\u0131yor\u2026 O g\u00fcnden sonra her zaman kad\u0131n\u0131 ve Hasan\u2019\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde yanlar\u0131na gidiyor ve ellerini \u00f6p\u00fcyorum\u2026
Kad\u0131n\u0131 her g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde ba\u015f a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7ekti\u011fini fark ediyorum\u2026 Yoksulluk. Hemde \u00f6yle bir yoksulluk ki hissedilmemesi m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil\u2026 \u0130\u00e7 paralayan bir yoksuluk\u2026 Doktor? Para yokki\u2026 Hem \u00e7ocuklara kim bakacak? K\u00f6y\u00fcn davar\u0131n\u0131 kime b\u0131rakacaklar? \u0130\u00e7imden hep isyan ediyorum ve babam\u0131n bakkal\u0131n\u0131n raf\u0131ndaki Gripin akl\u0131ma geliyor\u2026 Ke\u015fke burada olsayd\u0131\u2026 Annem \u015fefkatlidir.. Kesin babamdan gizlide olsa bu iyi kalpli kad\u0131na Gripin vermezmi? Tabiki verirdi\u2026
Dua ediyorum\u2026 Ziyaretlere yalvar\u0131yorum\u2026 \u00c7aresizlik\u2026
Haber geliyor. Ortakomda ekinler bi\u00e7ilmi\u015f, saplar\u0131n ta\u015f\u0131nma ve harman zaman\u0131\u2026 Ben, \u00f6k\u00fczleride alarak amcamla birlikte Ortakoma yola \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yoruz\u2026 Hasan amcay\u0131 ve hep ba\u015f a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7eken e\u015fini anneme anlat\u0131yorum\u2026 \u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcyor\u2026 Beni sevip sarmalad\u0131klar\u0131 i\u00e7in onlara \u00e7ok \u00e7ok dualar ediyor\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0131\u015f geliyor\u2026 Korkun\u00e7 bir so\u011fuk ve her taraf kar\u2026M\u00fcslim amcam t\u00fcccarl\u0131k yap\u0131yor\u2026 2 ya\u015f\u0131nda erkek (H\u00f6ge\u00e7) kuzular\u0131 besiye \u00e7ekmi\u015f ve kesim i\u00e7in Erzurumda bulunan mezbaya g\u00f6t\u00fcrecek. Co\u015fandan y\u00fcr\u00fcterek H\u00f6ge\u00e7leri Ortakoma, bize geliyorlar\u2026 K\u00f6y\u00fcn giri\u015finde kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131yoruz\u2026 S\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde y\u00fcz\u00fc, kafas\u0131 kal\u0131n bir havlu ile sar\u0131l\u0131 Hasan amcam\u2026 S\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc ah\u0131rlara yerle\u015ftiriyoruz eve geliniyor, \u00e7ay,yemek\u2026 Hasan amcamda bir gariplik var\u2026Biraz sonra anl\u0131yorumki Hasan amcam \u00e7ok hasta\u2026 M\u00fcslim amcam kamyon bulmak i\u00e7in il\u00e7eye gidiyor\u2026 Hasan amcam Erzuruma doktora gitmek i\u00e7in amcamla birlikte gelmi\u015f\u2026 Ayakta duracak hali yok\u2026 Soban\u0131n arkas\u0131na yatak seriliyor\u2026 Kamyonun gelmesi g\u00fcnlerce s\u00fcr\u00fcyor\u2026 Hasan amcam \u00f6ks\u00fcr\u00fcyor, inliyor, kan t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fcyor ve ama hep anneme dualar ediyor\u2026\u00c7ok \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorum\u2026Elimden bir \u015fey gelmiyor\u2026 Nihayet kamyon geliyor\u2026 Hayvanlar y\u00fcklendi M\u00fcslim amcam ve Hasan amca yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar\u2026
Bir ka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra M\u00fcslim amcam geldi. Hasan amca!? Hastahaneye yat\u0131rm\u0131\u015flar\u2026 \u0130yle\u015fince gelecekmi\u015f\u2026 Hasan amca gelemedi\u2026 \u0130lkbaharda karlar eriyip Co\u015fan\u0131n yollar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131ktan sora duyduk ki Hasan amcan\u0131n akrabalar\u0131 gelip \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 ve e\u015fini al\u0131p gitmi\u015fler\u2026 Ve Hasan amca maalesef art\u0131k \u00e7ocuklar\u0131na sar\u0131lamayacak, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 baba diye arkas\u0131ndan ko\u015famayacaklar\u2026 Hasan amacam \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u2026
E\u015fi gitmi\u015fti\u2026 Evleri bo\u015ftu, \u0131ss\u0131zd\u0131\u2026 Ve Gripin kutusu hala bakkal\u0131n raf\u0131nda duruyordu\u2026Kutunun kapa\u011f\u0131ndaki kad\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 ac\u0131 \u00e7eken y\u00fcz ifadesi bana hep Hasan amcam\u0131n e\u015finin y\u00fcz\u00fc gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben Gripin kutusunu her g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde hep o ya\u011fmurlu g\u00fcnde tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m Hasan ve ailesini hat\u0131rlar\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gripinlere ihtiya\u00e7 duymayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z hayatlar ya\u015faman\u0131z arzusu ve dileklerimle\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kaynak: Evrim Alata\u015f, HER DA\u011eIN G\u00d6LGES\u0130 DEN\u0130ZE D\u00dc\u015eER fecabook grubundan al\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

GR\u0130P\u0130N\u2019\u0130N \u00d6YK\u00dcS\u00dc Profilime Gripin koymam ve buna dair k\u0131sa bir not yazmam baz\u0131 akraba, dost ve yolda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 kayg\u0131land\u0131rm\u0131\u015f galiba. Ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim ameliyata ve hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n sonucundaki ruhsal halime ba\u011flayarak \u00fcz\u00fclenler olmu\u015f. Asl\u0131nda sadece ironik bir rastlant\u0131ya dikkat \u00e7ekeyim derken galiba gereksiz bir tedirginli\u011fe sebebiyet vermi\u015fim. Hepinizden \u00f6z\u00fcr diliyorum. Ama Gripine dair bilincimin altnda bir \u015feylerin oldu\u011fuda muhakkak. …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":3668,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[54,57,41],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3667"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3667"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3667\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3672,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3667\/revisions\/3672"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3668"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3667"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3667"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dengekurdistan.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3667"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}